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dear people. hi i have a new lj www.livejournal.com/users/_imnotyour_star. you will contact me there from now on
THANK YOU
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[03 May 2004|05:01pm] |
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parents suck. the world sucks. george bush sucks. school sucks. friends suck. everything just bites so unbelievably hard it leaves teeth marks for years and years. ok byebye
( do this.. wheee )
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[14 Apr 2004|04:14pm] |
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someone please please pleeeeeeeease help me change my journal. thatd be the cutest thing in the world. thank you.
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[12 Apr 2004|01:30pm] |
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hello kids!
i made cheerleading... hahhahaahads;flkj GO SAINTS.. haha omg ive gotten sooo much crap for this..
aaaaand lets see this weekend..
wednesday: umm cheerleading tryouts and driving around with jackie at 11 and getting made fun of until 2 in the morning
thursday: tay tay came over and we played for a while and went to sonic and i drove her to hallbrook so i could get my tshirt and then we took random pictures that i will show you at a later date. it was ever so much fun.. then jackie came over and we did nothing.
friday: hannah came over and we went and ate chicken :-X yea yea i know good friday but i forgot until i was eating the chicken and that was bad so i prayed to jesus for forgiveness.. then we went to starbucks and got coffee and then we went to blockbuster and rented movies then came home and watched them and talked until late
saturday: it was my sisters birthday and so we hung out all day and then jackie came over and we all went wild and it was fun..then maureen left to go have sex with her boyfriend so then jackie and i cut my hair
sunday: umm easter and we went to mass and had brunch and then maureen brigid and i ran away from our family.. then jackie and i decided we wanted to go swing on the swings at the park so lauren (her big sister) came and picked me up and we all went to the park for all of 3 minutes and then we went to mcdonalds and the people there thought we were cute so they gave us free food and then we got gas and went to incred-i-bowl and jackie and i played DDR for a while and people stared at us cuz we were being weird and didnt really know what we were doing. then i came home and went to johns.
soo that was my exciting easter break. hmm now im doing latin. yea yea yea
here is a random picture.. happy birthday
( hahahhsdlfjk ew )
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[07 Apr 2004|04:02pm] |
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welp its been a while.. last entry was sort of depressing..sorry bout that
nothing big has happened lately.. cept im doing well in school again (again as in like 8th grade since ive never done well in high school.. if that even made sense) umm and hahahahaha oh yea!!! JACKIE MADE VARSITY DRILL TEAM!!!! hahahaha i know.. random.. cute, but random on account of she promised shed never ever do drill team at aquinas.. haha oh yeea about broken promises.. i promised id never be a cheerleader.. yep well uhh im trying out (in fact my try outs in 3 hours =-O uh oh!) yes well i doubt ill make it but i was forced to try out.. really i was. i guess im like the "cheerleading type" or something.. so yea big compliment.
i got my hair cut.. i kind of have these bang things that are neat. i like them.
and yesterday something exciting happened and i win cuz i beat jackie to it :-) mmhmmm
now im bored so im gonna put in random pictures from wpa which was like 8 years ago..
( WPA =-O )
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[24 Mar 2004|10:06pm] |
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well this is it. i cant take my parents anymore..
im never going to be good enough for them..with all i do and try to do its never enough, in fact im doing it all wrong i guess.. and i just LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE it when my mom calls me a slut, or trashy, or she tells me i should be more like my sisters. or whenever im called ungrateful when all i ask for is hardly anything..maybe once in a blue moon. and my sisters are CONSTANTLY asking for shit
oh yea and its extra special when my dad tells me my 8 year old brother could probably do better in my math class than im doing
and its lovely when my mom tells me that she cant believe she ever gave birth to someone like me
and yea a ton of other shit
so tonight they made me go to my sisters confirmation..which lasted 3 hours.. and i was crying the entire time.. so from 6 to like now.. 10:!5 ive been sobbing and the whole church could see me. oh yea it was special
parents just have no fuckin idea what goes on..none at all..they just care about what they want for you and what my parents want for me is entirely the opposite of what i want. so of course we dont get along, and maybe if they realized if they didnt just ground me all the fuckin time and take away everything that makes me happy id be a little easier to live with and i might do what they want..but no whenever i explain that to them they give me the whole "we are the parents, you are the child you will do as we say and youll like it"
i just have a little too much going on thats all and now i cant think anymore cuz my head hurts too much from crying
if you read all that... wow haha
p.s. if you wanna help me re-do my journal tell me
k thanks
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[19 Mar 2004|02:26pm] |
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welp im in florida now..
getting ready to go home.. ive been here for like a week and its time for me to get away from my family..
its not a vacation when you have to be in a 2 bedroom condo with the 5 other members of your family for a week.. its more like hell
oh well it was fun.. katie and ashley were here and we partied.. aaaaaaaand.. I SAW ALEX!! yep.. the first night here i was just sitting on a bench and then i looked up and he was standing right in front of me..so then i jumped up and tackled him, and i felt kinda bad cuz i almost knocked him over.. it was crazy.. i hadnt seen that boy in like 5 months and then i see him in florida.
and then today we went parasailing.. so i guess i cant complain
sooo anyways im bored so im gonna do this ( quiz thingy ) that jessie and alex did..
goodday loves!
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hmm its been a while
i wanna make my journal friends only. yup i think thats what ill do.. but first i need someone to volunteer to change the look of my journal..cuz im challenged and i dont know how. :)
thank you darlings
comment if you feel like helping..
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[16 Feb 2004|02:36pm] |
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well wpa was fun.. dinner was the best part. ill put pictures up later..
then yesterday i went out with sarah. i cant wait until we can actually legally drive around :\ ..hhaha ehh
and my family woke me up really fuckin early. the end.
now i will show you something i did while i was bored.
( lYkE toTaLLy! )
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[14 Feb 2004|03:48pm] |
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hmm bad bad bad week.
i couldnt finish my world history paper cuz there was no fucking information on it..so i stayed home monday..but it turns out it wasnt due until monday night anyways..so i had it finished in time and i sent it in and she claims she didnt get it..so she comes up to me on tuesday and flips out and shes like "WHERES YOUR PAPER!?!" balblabla im like..umm ok i sent it in thats your problem if you didnt get it..cept i said it nicely and then she told me to drop my attitude and then she said if i tried to enroll in honors american history shed make sure that i wouldnt be able to be in the class. so i was like ..k cool? so then she proceeded to tell me that she was going to automatically take 20% off my paper just for the hell of it..EVEN THO I DID IT ON-FUCKING-TIME. so then i printed one off for her and gave it to her and then i emailed it again and it took me 2 more days to figure it all out and so that almost gave me a heart attack on account of she had me at a 40% in her class. so yea that was cute
and then my mom and i got in like a gajillion fights
and i couldnt go to dance on monday
and i didnt have an outfit for wpa until like last night
but then i found out that i got a good grade on my world history test and on the paper..so i guess i managed to raise my grade to a 70? yea so that was cool... also i think it was because my mom called her and left her a hate message :)
now im getting ready for wpa..ill write more on that later
bye kids!
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| you say its only me, and that im so perfect for you.. |
[08 Feb 2004|06:38pm] |
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you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you make me happy, when skies are gray
youll never know dear, how much i love you
please dont take my sunshine away
( me complaining about life..its long, but you can read it )
this weekend was pretty fun. friday night i went up to town center with my lizziee!!! and kelly and jackie and jessie and patrick and a bunch of rockhurst guys. it was fun..we saw big fish and then we ran all the way to tgif and ate food. then me lizzie jackie jessie and kelly went back to kellys house and had fun.
then saturday i had ballet and then sarahhh came over and spent the night and we ate lots of food and went wild. it was fun.. then we had to get up and go to mass and that was pretty funny cuz they made us bring up the gifts and we were like in our pajamas and we were half asleep. we looked pretty cute
then i had my basketball game today ..and now im procrastinating my 6 page world history paper i have to write..so my sister brigid and i made jackie a special treat :)
p.s. if you feel like fooling around with someone just call me. im bored and i need something to get my mind off all this shit. thanks your cute
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[05 Feb 2004|09:38pm] |
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hhahaha im so hyper HYPERHYPERHYPERER;ADSFLJ
k thats annoying. umm anyways today was a snow day and it was happy until my phone rang at 9:50 this morning and it was jackie and i was like "jackie wtf are you thinking its a snow day let me sleep" and she goes "well someone is snow blowing their driveway and i could hear them and they woke me up so i decided since i was awake you needed to be awake too" some best friend.. baahaha but i still love her
then the rest of the day i did nothing until my grandma told me she was gonna take me to florida at easter with my cousins. :) just me! no one else..no sisters no brother just catherine!! ok im done.
now im gonna show you pictuuures =-O
( hahah i look really sick in all of these..but you can look anyways )
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[03 Feb 2004|10:27pm] |
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i think i have strep.. yeaaaa cooooool beans
umm today was ok..it actually went ok. cept for mr burstein hitting on me..god he creeps me out
but in p.e. we just sat there for an hour and a half and talked..so that was neato.. then i went to miege with my team and they WON ..of course ..tehe.
then jackie and i went pyscho and annie took us to winsteads. it was fun
( pic-a-tuuuuuures )
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[02 Feb 2004|09:23pm] |
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mmm welp today i was out of it all day..i ran into walls a lot.. i forgot my locker combination..mrs burger made me stand in the back of the room when i was CLEARLY paying attention to her fucking lecture. but whatever.. then instead of going to 5th hour i went to 6th hour and that was fun. so i was late. then during biology i totally spaced out..i dont remember a thing that went on during that class..then i came home and came upstairs to change and i fell asleep in my closet.. soooo moral of the story is: i think im on drugs.
( hmm stoled this from jackie and esmie )
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[01 Feb 2004|06:33pm] |
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mmhmmm welp this weekend was fun
i went to the movies on friday with bailey and i saw MY LIZZIE AND KELLY!!! and i met a new friend named jessie ..and then pat and googy and people came and so we decided to run from amc all the way to tgif and it was cold and i couldnt feel my body. then we went crazy and all the old people were staring at us like "wow the kids these days have no control" but really we just have ADHD..and then pat and lizzie went elsewhere =-O then i got a milkshake and jessie and i got a cheeseburger. then we left and went to kellys and mommy came to pick me up
then on saturday morning i had to get up super extra early to go to my basketball teams game at st teresas. it was good..they won :) ..but then again, they always do
then saturday night jackie made me go to the movies with her. so i went.
then today we went shopping and i got a cute pink tank top and a really neat choker that has a big flower on it.
and now im bored..and you guys are probably bored from reading all of that
i hope the royals win the superbowl :)
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la la la megan is my hero because she explained to me how to put pictures on this thingy :) what an adorable girl!!
anywayss..today was a SNOW day and that was fun..i woke up at like 11 and then i went out for a bit then jackie came over until she had basketball..and now im freezing..nothing too exciting :\
( umm really random pictures.. )
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[26 Jan 2004|10:50am] |
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blaahh its been a while..
im home sick now..because i passed out in the nurses office today. i told her i felt lightheaded and she was like "ok heres some pepto" i just kinda stared at her like "wow your a dipshit pepto is for stomachs" but whatever..then i laid down and everything went black and i passed out..then she tried to make me go back to class and i was like.. um no i just passed out im not going back to class.. so now im home :) ..but i feel gross cuz now my stomach DOES hurt..i think it was that damn pepto bismol.
nothing exciting has happened in a while..so i really have nothing to write about.
i want a baby
umm now im gonna go sleep and wait until its time for 6th hour..then jackie will be in computer and i can talk to her
goodday loves
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[17 Jan 2004|09:59pm] |
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i just want things to be like they used to be..
like they were last year when i was with all my old friends at nativity, when i could sit in class and get 100% on everything even if i didnt pay attention (which most of the time i didnt), and when my parents and i got along
like they were in the summer when i was always with my lizzie and jackie, when we would stay up at night and just talk about stupid things because there was never anything to worry about, when we were 3 best friends who werent torn apart by school, or parents, or rules, and when i didnt have anything to be sad about about
like they were a couple months ago when i had the friends that i dont really have now, when i actually had things to be happy about, when i would stay up late and think about all the possible things that could go wrong, and then laugh because nothing was going wrong, and everything was just the way i wanted it to be
now i just dont know about anything.. im not being dramatic, im not looking for attention, im not saying my entire life sucks, im just saying that there were lots more things that made me happier then that i dont have now..i could have fixed a couple of those things by telling people how i felt. but i was scared about what would happen, and i regret it..
too much thinking..its bad for you
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| my life is cool. you know you wish you had it. |
[16 Jan 2004|08:37pm] |
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um yea. so this week has been bad..i already said that. the A girls basketball team makes me happy and i like to be with them and manage their team..we have lots of fun.
so im ungrounded today..and guess what? i have no ride anywhere, my 2 best friends's(liz and jackie) moms dont like me..jackie says her mom likes me, but i know she doesnt..and liz's mom only likes me when liz ISNT hanging out with me..so that breaks my heart, i cant go out tomorrow night anyways cuz my parents have to go to this gay ass benefit thing and so they arent letting me go out cuz its gonna be far away or something.. so yea. im happy.
so im gonna cry and cry and bitch and bitch and moan and moan just to piss you all off. is it working? GOOD!
if you really care about me, or like me at all, or think that pie tastes good, or have ever colored with an orange crayon.. you should call me and cheer me up or something
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[14 Jan 2004|06:48pm] |
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hooooo kay. welp my parents started going crazy cuz "i have bad grades" or something? they like havent ever yelled at me about that before this year.. plus i dont even have bad grades cuz our grades started over at 100% at the semester. but whatev ..they put some sort of password on my computer? and so now i cant use my own computer for like 2 weeks (if i get good grades for those 2 weeks then i get it back..) and i have to wait until one of the other ones is free..which is hardly ever cuz my sister is always on the one in the loft and my dad is always on this one..and im not allowed to be on AIM...but im on it anyways. so ha! on them. so im glad all of you took precious time out of your day to read that..it makes me feel special, really, it does..
forensics is gay, i dont know why i signed up for it
they moved my dance class to mondays and now i have to be in a class with like 12 year olds or something which really set me off
this has been the week from hell
mrs burger has devoted HER life to making MY life a living nightmare ..um like today we were watching this movie and i was just sitting there and jackie (and like half the class) was sitting the same exact way and she looks at me (go figure) and shes like "miss walton, do you want to do push ups?" i really wanted to say "no bitch, but id like to see you do some" ..but i didnt..i just smirked at her and looked away (i hope that pissed her off)..that and shes failing me on all my quizzes.
GOOD NEWS IS...
nope, sorry, there isnt any. =-O
haha oh yes, funny story, in detention today there were 8 kids in there and all of them were in there cuz a math teacher had given them detention..which i found funny..cuz the whole math department at aquinas is completely anal (i got mine for falling asleep in class..not like i dont do that everyday..just this time she decided to write me up for it)
i have made my entry all pretty and colorful in a pathetic attempt to cheer myself up. its not really working..but you can give it a try to cheer me up if youd like..
tehe. p.s. ..i really enjoy my p.e. class..we have fun..even tho we square dance..the other day megan and i pretended to be amish and we didnt touch each other because that would be considered "un clean" or whatever those crazy amish people think. :)
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